The Pennsylvania Sessions

(Without the Blonde)

Product of burgeoning songwriter receives email from producer sends him demos of all her songs he picks 5 of them she flys from California to Pennsylvania in winter he grabs a drummer and bass buddy and does his thing to the songwriter's guitar/vocal. Stop me if you've heard this one before. Recorded and Produced by Jason Rubal at Seventh Wave Studios in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania winter 2008. Mastered by Albert Lucero of Rainbow Moon Music Productions.

Won't Stay (The Pennsylvania Sessions)

Woke up this morning

you were breathing softly

and I couldn't take you, anymore

The sun on my shoulder

comin in through the window

and the birds all singing, their songs

 

And I know I'm wrong

I know we would be ok

but it seems I'm not here

and I know I won't stay

 

Left a note on the counter

by your keys in the corner

you will find them when you start your day

While you're making your coffee

putting on your makeup

thinking 'bout all the love you give away

 

And I know I'm wrong

I know we would be ok

but I heard this song

and I know I won't stay

 

Oh the lies

the lies

 

And I know I'm wrong

I know we would be ok

but I've worked out this song

and I know I won't stay

Crazy (The Pennsylvania Sessions)

You held my heart in your hands

you didn't know what you had

you let it go

 

You make me Crazy for your love

 

I've watched your darkened eyes

I've watched you hypnotized

all that you touch I want to be

all that you are I want to know

 

You make me crazy for your love

 

Should I tell you anything?

Should I tell you everything?

Should I tell you?

 

I wish the world would fall away

 

Learn (The Pennsylvania Sessions)

Pretty black ink marks a page

I was never like so much so I never stayed

she was in a building alone in a room

counting the places that fools suffer in

 

She said I am not afraid, I am not fearful

there are so many lovely ways to die

to die

 

There was a window, there was a baby

and a simple technicality, to prove she was crazy

red bloody footprints, dark bloody glass

bitter sharp edges, to shadow a past

 

But I am not afraid, I am not fearful

there are so many lovely ways to die

I am never frightened, and I'm never lonely

I'm never sad for more than one night

 

She would never love in the absence of breaking

open the wounds lips soft and shaking

but age is a beauty, she stands on her own

there is a lesson she will learn

she will learn

 

I am not afraid, I am not fearful

there are so many lovely ways to die

I'm never frightened and I'm never lonely

I'm never sad, for more than one night

No, I am not afraid, I am not fearful

there are so many lovely ways to die

to die

So Softly (The Pennsylvania Sessions)

I never wanted anything from you

that's just what I got

 

I never wanted anyone this much

you're fading in front of me

your words are echoing so softly

 

I never wanted anything from you

that's just what I got

 

The last thing you said was you loved me

your words are fading oh so softly

Grey (The Pennsylvania Sessions)

Her eyes were grey

she moved so quietly

she said don't be afraid

then she walked right through me

 

She said she was a dancer

she said many things

with the voice of an angel

sent to rescue me

 

She said we had to be free

she was always trying to get away

she said nothing is as it seems to be

and no place is a good place to stay

 

And when I'd fall behind

she would always wait

but one day I was just too tired

and I watched her walk away

 

Water fell from her eyes

sand fell from her hair

blood dripped from her fingertips

and then she wasn't there

 

And the moon stood pale

the stars refused to shine

they could not touch her beauty

when she said that she was mine

 

Her eyes were grey

Love You I Do (The Pennsylvania Sessions)

Love You I Do - Single - Without the Blonde

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I didn't always give you a hand to hold
didn't always give you peace of mind
I didn't always give you three days
without an argument, an argument
but love, love, love you I do 

 

I never really gave you absolution
for all the times you made me mad
I never really showed you all of me
all I am, all I have
but love, love, love you I do

 

I didn't always give you an honest answer
I never really tried to help us get along
I don't know that I could look at you and say that
so I wrote this song, I sing this song
of love, love, love you I do